Piece by piece she felt herself float away. Regretting, grieving, longing, wishing- they were all but feelings.. Feelings she was slowly beginning to dissociate from. She was numb, completely stagnant. Floating in an abyss of nothingness. She no longer felt the need to connect.
Maybe a part of her drifted away when she decided to give him up. A lost piece of her he stole away leaving behind nothing but emptiness.